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been sleeping three hours a night
i cant keep this up
my mom asks how much im eating
i tell her enough
growing up didn't seem so hard
now i realize it's rough
stress eating my stomach lining
i can't keep this up
and i want to go back to being 10
felt safe with covers up over my head
anything beats being 20
i just feel so alone
everything is so scary
been working 10 hours a day
i hate my job
it doesn't matter how much i work
it's never enough
can't afford to go to school
what the fuck do I do
this growing older thing
used to seem so cool
and i want to go back to being 10
felt safe with covers up over my head
anything beats being 20
i just feel so alone
everything is so scary
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anxiety is killing me
i don't know what to think
refuse to eat my body's week
i haven't been sleeping
these thoughts running through my head
keep me awake in my bed
make my nights long
ill turn scary thoughts into a song
i tell myself
i'm gonna die alone
I tell myself
I don't have anyone
I tell myself
that I don't matter much
won't ever accomplish
the things I love
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I'll be the spider in your shower
a constant reminder
of what you once knew
a reminder of the old you
and I'll hide in your head
in your sheets
I'll hide in your bed
I'll wrap my arms around you
slowly suffocate you
you can try to hide this feeling all you want
but i'll be here when you think I'm gone
you can try to hide this feeling all you want
but I'll be here when you think I'm gone
6 months since you looked back
I've been here stuck to your back
sitting in your car with your heat on high
do you feel alright
i can feel you trying to hide
from what once made you feel alive
you can try to hide this feeling all you want
but i'll be here when you think I'm gone
you can try to hide this feeling all you want
but I'll be here when you think I'm gone
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waste (demo)
01:29
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toxic waste seeping in through the cracks
turned my heart into something rotten and black
a calm and cool exterior, i'm holding it all back
I collected these traits from the best I'll give you that
i promise i wasn't always this way
used to have a heart before
guess it melted away
i've been looking at the person i used to be
where did i get lost I just miss the old me
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thank you, im sorry Minneapolis, Minnesota
Members:
Colleen Dow (they/them) - Guitar and
Vocals
Bethunni Schreiner (they/them) - Bass
Sage Livergood (they/them) - Drums
Abe Anderson
(he/him) - Guitar
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